Sunday, August 22, 2010

Talking


I didn't tell you the full story...the part where we were together. That was the reason I wanted to explain, but I didn't.

I still wear it. They ask me why I still have it, to take it off, but I don't. It's silly and stupid but I don't care. It reminds me of summer and the few times we share.

You surprise me. How you actually listen and point out all the little things. I didn't think you payed attention, but you do.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

You


I always want what I cant have...ALWAYS!
I'm missing you so much. No matter how hard I wish, it won't change a thing.
God just come back, please. But you won't, I know you won't, because you cant.
I dream of just resting in your arms, laughing together, being together.

Hopefully I will see you...

Hate

My best friend hates me.
That word kills me.
Too powerful and haunting.
Best friends are supposed to be there for each other. I miss her, I need her, she needs me.
It fell apart over a stupid situation.
It wasn't meant to happen.
It got blown out of proportion.
We have never been like this before, a second chance is all I ask.
I'll wait until she is ready, no need to rush, yet I don't know how much longer I can wait.
I miss my best friend.
for wo